WELL SEYM0UR......... BACK T0 THE LAB....

WELL SEYM0UR.....BACK T0 THE LAB F0R US...

AND EVERY TIME I TRY
I TRY T0 HARD
AND WHENEVER I D0NT
IT FEELS LIKE
A L0VE L0ST
MAYBE I PUT T00 MUCH TH0UGHT
0R MAYBE N0T EN0UGH
AT ALL
RUNNING AR0UND IN CIRCLES
HAS MY MIND 0N 0VERDRIVE
BUT ITS LIKE IM STUCK
IN 0NE SP0T
AND I CANT GET 0UTSIDE
0F MYSELF
AND
MY MIND
AND ALL THE SHIT IN BETWEEN
IN THE END
I 0NLY WANT T0 BE THE QUEEN
THAT I KN0W
THAT I AM
BUT IM FEELIN LIKE IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN
AND ITS JUST
A DEAD END
I C0ULD GIVE IT AN0THER SH0T
L0VE THAT IS
BUT WHAT IF WHEN I D0
I PUT T00 MUCH IN
AND END UP IN THE SAME PREDICAMENT THAT I WAS IN
TRAPPED AND AL0NE
WITH MY HEART 0UT IN THE C0LD
"IT C0ULD BE DIFFERENT"
"THIS TIME C0ULD BE BETTER"
BUT ITS LIKE IM
CURSED WITH THE BLUES
AND THE DARK CL0UDS W0NT LET UP
S0 I TAKE IT SL0W...SL0W....SL0WER
ANY M0RE SL0WER AND MY H0PES F0R L0VE WILL BE
0VER
BUT IVE REALIZED
L0VE IS S0METHING THAT I JUST CANT D0
WITH0UT
DESPITE THE D0UBT
AND THE SEC0ND GUESSING
IT C0ULD BE BETTER
IF I LET IT
IF I LET IT...

F0R N0W ITS BACK T0 THE LAB
BACK T0 MY B0ARD
BACK T0 MY WRITING
BACK T0 MY THINKING
BUT N0 MATTER H0W FAR I SKATE 0N MY B0ARD...I NEVER GET AWAY
N0 MATTER H0W MANY PAGES I WRITE...I WILL NEVER BE C0MPLETE
N0 MATTER H0W HARD I THINK...TH0UGHTS NEVER BEC0ME REALITY

BUT I GUESS THATS THE FUN PART 0F LIFE
BECAUSE UNTIL THE DAY I DIE
I'LL BE SKATING, NEVER WITH A FINAL DESTINATI0N, THERE IS ALWAYS FURTHER T0 G0...
AND N0 MATTER H0W MUCH I WRITE, THE ST0RY IS NEVER 0VER, AND THE ST0RY BEC0MES WHATEVER I MAKE IT
AND AS L0NG AS I HAVE A MIND T0 THINK, MY TH0UGHTS ARE INEVITABLY ENDLESS

Y0U CAN ALWAYS L00K BACK AND SAY "WHAT IF"
0R "WHY N0T"
BUT T0 EVEN BE AT THE PLACE Y0U ARE, IS A J0URNEY IN ITSELF
A J0URNEY 0NE CAN BE THANKFUL F0R.