So today while i was shopping with my friend Kirstyne, I found out that my ex boyfriend is informing everyone that not only do we still communicate but that the reason for our breakup was because of an irresponsible drinking habit on my part. I admit I enjoy a regular drink. Shoot me for being normal. The real reason that we ended our shitty relationship was because he was and still is in love with another woman. A woman who could not only give two flying fucks about him, but is childish, slutty and unladylike. But he chose her over me, and despite the fact that he may realize he made a stupid idea he is still with her and still chooses to deal with her. I tried and tried to make our relationship work. But I got to college and realized that some shit was not what it looked like. So I left him, and since then shit gets better then gets worse. Like when he randomly texts or calls me. Or when I hear unfortunate news about him and what he thinks or is saying about me.
In the end, Ive realized that life only gets worst. There is no purpose. There is no meaning. Everything is feeling pointless. And im ready to let go.
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