FRIENDSHIP

is my sanity. It's what wakes me up in the morning, and what gets me through a tough ass day. My friends are my family, and though its sad, they are all that I have. I have learned over the last couple of years how important the role of friendship is in my life. I turn to them for advice, and I put all of my heart into my relationships with them. Unlike silly bitches who overdose on loving a dude that couldnt care less. I find it more important to have good friends around who love you the same.

All of my friends are different. And they all teach me something a little different. They leave an everlasting mark on my life and often make me feel that life is worth living. They inspire me to be a better person, and to make something of myself.

So here is a rundown of my "crew". My ninjas that I love, and would do anything for.

KIRSTYNE...

is her own person. She's logical and uses her head instead of her heart in most situations. She is the exact opposite of me. She stays to herself and takes time out to think shit through. Although her and I differ in more than one way, I find us alike in many as well. She is my Bestie, she's the first one I call when something happens, or even when nothing happens. She knows me more than anyone around and I respect her advice, because it comes from her heart.

Kirstyne and I have known each other since kindergarten. We grew up in school together and many times we were inseperatable. Unfortunately a few years back Kirstyne and I broke up lol. I was blinded by love and thought i didnt need her, but realized the very hard way that friendship is not circumstantial and not to be taken for granted. Now that we have reconciled I find it hard to imagine her not in my life.


Then there is J0SE....

Jose and I havent known each other forever and technically we are just getting really cool. But i find safety and sanity in my friendship with Jose and I can only hope it grows and becomes even stronger. We have been through some shit in our short relationship and I feel as if trials and tribulations occur in any relationship only to make them stronger or prove that they are not meant to be. When you walk out of hard times with your friends by your side still it proves that the relationship is something that is meant to be. Jose and I talk almost everyday. We have no restrictions or limits, we laugh we joke we confess and we vent. We have alot in common, we think the same pointless shit is hilarious and we watch documentaeries about racism just so we can get a kick out of hating white people for an hour or so.
I dont take our friendship for granted, and honestly I want use to be friends forever. He is so real and so down to earth, I know for a fact I will never come across another Jose, and for as long as I have him in my life, Im going to be as good of a friend to him that he is to me.

My heart and my soul, my Santo...

Born Denzel Adams, Santo has graced the earth with dopeness and my life will never be the same. Santo is the shit. I dont know any other way to put it. His personality is awesome, his looks flawless, and his swag on another level. I see so much of myself in him it is ridiculous. He truly is a good person. I often find myself invisioning my future with him in it. Us in Manhattan living the good life then moving to New Orleans and participating in the strong and influential culture that lives there, only to settle in the South of France where we will live the rest of our exciting and successful lives. See!! Santo has me open, lol simple as that. His dopeness, his charisma, and his strong sense of character is soooo profound. He has definitely left a mark in my life. And unlike many males that are currently a part of my life, I see him as a true and honest friend. One that will hopefully be around for a very long time. I love Santo, as quiet as it is kept. The only thing I question myself about my relationship is the type of love that I have for him. I love him as a friend for sure, but do I love him more!?!? He's a part of my daily life, my routine, my everything. I dont know what the future holds for our relationship but I can only hope that it is as strong as I hope it to be. And i can only pray that I leave the same kind of mark on him, that he has left on me =]



These three people rock my world.


I think about them daily.


And if I could spend the rest of my life with them,


I would do it without a doubt in my mind


I love you

**MarleyMarl**