Your friends ditch you to get high. Especially when then plan was that when you get out of your dreaded A.S.A.P class yall are gonna chill and smoke. I think what hurts the most is that I needed to be with them. The last couple of days have been like hell for me. I find sanity in them and they are currently driving me crazy. The fact that they smoke everyday is starting to be really unattractive. Im not judging them at all, hell i was doing the same shit a month ago. Now i just find it unnecessary and a waste. Especially when all of us know that were fucking up and we need to get our shit together and getting blazed four times a day is not gonna help it.
I dont even want to chill with them now. I think Im just gonna cop a blunt and smoke on my own. I do need the time to think. That shit really pisses me off. I dont know if Im more angry or hurt.
This is the kind of shit that makes me get in that "I dont give a fuck" mindset. So im sitting here listening to The Love Below album and chilling. I dont even have the urge to smoke. But i was being bugged all day to "skip" my A.S.A.P class and get high. I didnt even want to smoke, and I damn sure wasnt going to skip my class. Now im out of class and I need that subtle escape so I want to get lifted and I cant because these high fuckers ran off to Chili's knowing that I would be home by 9 and would want to go.
Im in another blah mood
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