Tuesday, May 19, 2009

THE 0NLY TW0 S0NGS THAT T0UCH MY HEART T0 THE P0INT 0F TEARS EVERYTIME I LISTEN T0 THEM. REAL MUSIC


Roses - Kanye West



I KN0W ITS PAST VISITING H0URS
BUT CAN I PLEASE GIVE HER THESE FL0WERS ...


Hey Mama - Kanye West

HEY MAMA
I WANNA SCREAM S0 L0UD F0R Y0U
CAUSE IM S0 PR0UD 0F Y0U

Thursday, May 14, 2009

IMPATIENT

I WANT IT N0W
ALL 0R N0THING

N0 HESITATI0N
N0R C0NTEMPLATI0N

THERE IS N0 TIME T0 THINK TWICE
IM TAKING IT ALL

N0 REM0RSE
N0R REGRETS

I'VE FIGURED 0UT LIFE'S TREACHER0US PLATF0RM

THE CL0CK IS TICKING
QUICKER WITH EACH SEC0ND

I HAVE G0T T0 BEAT THE CL0CK

I MUST BURN 0UT
BEF0RE THE TIME
RUNS 0UT

AND I AM LEFT IN C0NSISTENT EMPTINESS

I CAN N0T WAIT F0R Y0U
I CAN BARELY WAIT F0R ME

F0RGIVE MY TRAIN 0F TH0UGHT
MY SELFISHNESS AND SAVAGE WAYS

I HAVE N0 TIME T0 EXPLAIN MYSELF
N0 TIME T0 THINK 0F AN EXCUSE
ALL I KN0W IS
AS EACH SEC0ND PASSES ME BY
I AM GETTING CL0SER AND CL0SER

WITH N0THING T0 SH0W F0R

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

This Aint Lust

I made up my mind no need to think it over
If I'm wrong I am right
don't need to look no further
this aint lust
I know
This is love
But
If I tell the world
I'll never say enough
Cause it was not said to you
And that's exactly what I need to do
If I'm in love with you ...

Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements, even if it leads no where?

Finally could this be it or ...

Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements, even if it leads no where?

Passion

Adrenaline rushing to every particle of hair on my body
Intense emotions balled up in one touch
Crammed into one caress
The need for more, a simple addiction to something so enchanting
yet deadly at the same time.
Romance and passion devouring every since of reality left in my vacant mind
and my desolate heart
Missing something that was so real and alive at once.
Something that demanded attention and consideration.
No room for selfishness.
As we remain wrapped up in the trials of the world
We find no time for each other.
We are empty, as full as we often feel.
We think there is nothing greater than what we are left to deal with.
It seems to be that we have trapped ourselves
The spark that we were born with has since then died out
And we daily rub sticks together for some form of human contact.
I told myself I would never ask for another thing.
I would hold my tongue and appreciate all that has and will ever be given to me.
But I cant help but wonder
what would of happened if I would have let it all out
Before it all died out...

Passion has become a prominent form of lust
When innocence dies so does passion

Monday, May 11, 2009

It is us that complicates love to the point of no return

It is us that twists and destroys loves precious innocence

We want it so bad, we get it and don't know what to do with it.

So we do too much, and our love becomes lost and ruined

Soon a distant memory, we forgot what went wrong the first time and allow history to repeat itself

When love finds me again, it will not be a waste of time.

When love finds me again, I wont do too much, in fact I will do nothing

Except allow love to take over and do what it does ....

... make happiness everlasting =]


Marley Love

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

woooo sahhhh ...

0K. DEEP BREATHS NIA. CALM D0WN. ITS N0T THAT SERI0US. HE'S N0T W0RTH IT.

*SIGH*

BUT WAIT!

H0W DARE HE ... N0 0NE TALKS T0 ME LIKE THAT ... WHY!? ... BECAUSE I SIMPLY D0NT ALL0W IT. IM A NICE PERS0N, IM N0T 'IGN0RANT' 0R RUDE. I SAY AND D0 WHAT I WANT BECAUSE ITS A FUCKING DEM0CRACY AND I HAVE EVERY RIGHT T0. IF I WANT T0 TELL S0ME0NE T0 FUCK 0FF, WH0S T0 TELL ME I CANT. BUT IM N0T ACTING LIKE A 'LADY' HE SAYS. HE 0BVI0USLY D0ESNT KN0W ME BECAUSE IM S0000 MUCH M0RE THAN A LADY. LABELS D0 ME N0 JUSTICE WHAT-S0-EVER.

THE AUDACITY Y0U HAVE LMA0

H0NESTLY
WE SHARE A MUTUAL FRIEND
AND THATS THAT
I D0NT HAVE T0 LIKE Y0U
I D0NT EVEN HAVE T0 SPEAK T0 Y0U

Y0U W0ULD HAVE FUCKED ME IF Y0U WANTED T0?
ARE Y0U FUCKING SERI0US
S0 IM SURE THE 80 TIMES Y0U WAS ALL UP 0N ME AND I WAS TELLIN Y0U T0 CHILL C0UNT ....

EWWW FUCK 0UT 0F HERE

I FEEL S00 DISRESPECTED, AND N0 0NE, N0 0NE DISRESPECTS ME.

MY FATHER DIED 10 YEARS AG0, S0 N0 NIGGA IS IN THE P0SITI0N T0 PUT ME IN MY PLACE.

ITS 0BVI0US THAT I HAVE A M0UTH 0N ME
AND BECAUSE 0F THAT IM N0T G0ING T0 ALL0W ANY0NE T0 C0ME AT ME SIDEWAYS, CR0SSWAYS, 0R VERTICAL L0L

FUCK D0 I L00K LIKE

I H0NESTLY FEEL LIKE ... 'WHERE HAS THE REBELLI0N G0NE' ...
I H0NESTLY FEEL LIKE ... 'THERE IS N0 REST F0R THE WICKED' ...
I H0NESTLY FEEL LIKE ... 'WEAKNESS 0F ATTITUDE BEC0MES WEAKNESS 0F CHARACTER' ...

I CANT QUITE EXPLAIN IT BUT THATS H0W I FEEL.
I'VE BEEN IN A FUCK IT M00D ALL DAY ... 0H WELL ... ITS NATURAL ... N0T EVERYTHING IS PEACHY KEEN ALL THE TIME AND T0DAY WAS 0NE 0F TH0SE TIMES.

I REMIND MYSELF THAT EVERYTHING HAPPENS F0R A REAS0N

S0 IM N0T L00SING SLEEP 0VER ANY 0F IT.

BUT JUST S0 Y0U KN0W

WHEN I SEE Y0U, I H0PE IM N0T IN A 'FUCK IT' M00D BECAUSE IM G0NNA KIRK.
ITS THE 'AVERY' IN ME .... Y0U 0BVI0USLY D0NT KN0W THE CHEMICALS THAT MIXED WHEN MY PARENTS MADE ME.

EX BLACK PANTHERS
WITH A STR0NG REBELLI0US STREAK!?!?!

SHIT GETS REAL REAL QUICK.

*SMH*

I JUST D0NT LIKE BEING DISRESPECTED RYAN ....
I D0NT PLAY WHEN IT C0MES T0 MARLEY
FUCK ME 0VER 0NCE ... SHAME 0N Y0U ... CAUSE IM G0NNA GET IN THAT ASS
F0R SH0

S0ME UNHOLY WAR - ANY WINEH0USE

If my man was fighting
Some unholy war
I would be behind him
Straight shook up beside him
With strength he didn't know
It's you I'm fighting for
He can't lose with me in tow
I refuse to let him go
At his side and drunk on pride
We wait for the blow

We put it in writing
But who you writing for
Just us on kitchen floor
Justice done,
Reciting my stomach standing still
Like you're reading my will
He still stands in spite of what his scars say
I'll battle till this bitter finale
Just me, my dignity and this guitar case

Yes my man is fighting some unholy war
And I will stand beside you
Who you fighting for
B - I would have died too
I'd of liked to
If my man was fighting
Some unholy war
If my man was fighting

IF L0VE IS THE SL0WEST F0RM 0F SUICIDE

THEN I AM A DAILY VICTIM, AND I AM TRAPPED.
I MISS Y0U SANT0
AND I L0VE Y0U S00 MUCH


I FEEL LIKE WE WERE ST00PID CL0SE
AND N0W IT FEELS LIKE WE NEVER TALK

M0N0 E M0N0

I HATE THIS FEELING 0F DISTANCE THAT I AM CURRENTLY FEELING.

H0PE Y0U STILL L0VE ME, CAUSE I STILL L0VE ...

Y0U

Sunday, May 3, 2009

THIS BURST 0F ENERGY JUST T0LD ME ...

EVERYTHING IS G0ING T0 BE 0K
M0VE 0N WITH LIFE
LEARN FR0M THE LESS0NS
AND REMEMBER
Y0U CAN D0 ANYTHING Y0U PUT Y0UR MIND T0!!

=]

B0RN A WINNER S0 I KN0W I CANT L0SE!!

NIA KYAME AVERY
A QUEEN WITH A PURP0SE

[09 IS MINES]