Im totally freaked out by how things change, and how quickly they do. It was just months ago that he and I were together, I wasn't happy, but I was in love....deep, deep in love. Then he stormed out of my life as quickly as he arrived and I was left to face the world alone. Then shit got hectic. Friends came and left, and love did the same.
Damn. So much shit has happened to me in the last couple of months. I am surprised that I am still standing. The only depressing part to it is that I don't know where to go next or what to do. My heart yearns for something that my mind won't allow. I can't let myself go through heartbreak again, and from the way it looks, nothing last forever and we are all destined for an end. I guess you just have to go out on top. Unfortunately this is a concept that I have yet to grasp.
All the gushy shit sounds good to my ears, but I can't expect to be happy with someone else if I am not already happy with Nia.
Time keeps going by, sometimes slowly and at times quickly.
I feel like time is sweeping past me.
And I am running out of it faster than i expected.
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